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[merideath]

Matt's grandmother died tonight... its sad and a relief at the same time as she has been slowly dying a bit every day of the last few weeks.. Matt called me when i was at book group and I walked home crying... he has gone to see his mum now... dont know how we will tell H as its first day back at school in the morning... she was such a lovely vibrant woman and she will be missed. Matt says she was a shell when he visited earlier today while I had H at the library... its over now... she is the first real person I have lost.. I know my own grandparents died years ago bit I wasn't close with them and they never made me feel welcomed and loved like Betty did.

going to curl up and wait for matt to get home.... I hope I can keep it together for H's sake... I'm not terribly good with emotions... I tend to bottle then blurt... i dunno what to think...

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[kitschycookids.livejournal.com]

Oh no, Apryl, I feared as much when I saw your tweet. I'm so sorry, I know how much she meant to you. Gigantic big hugs and wishing you strength, you can do it. xx